Wednesday, November 26, 2014

I was an " Adam Lanza" but , in Newtown High School's Class of 1981, one was able to smoke their anger away in pot

A former student of Newtown High, Sandy Hook, CT, as the " gorrilla" I was unfortunately raised as, I was often " lost" like Lanza, dropping out after junior year and going on homebound education for special ed students. This after my family had a long, drawn out fight with the assholes at the Newtown Board of Education. That said, why am I not surprised as to how clueless the school's psychologists and guidance counselors are at NHS?
"Lanza continued onto 10th grade and integrated more with other students. Records reflected an ongoing underestimation of his actual disabilities. A community psychiatrist diagnosed him with Asperger’s Syndrome, but Yale Child Study Center clinicians did not conclude that he definitely had the disorder. He did however have severe anxiety and extensive needs, according to the Yale diagnosis."

An excerpt from my Facebook page, as the third anniversary of the Sandy Hook Elementary School shootings soon comes, once again, I question the motives of 20 year old Adam Lanza. Why did he do it? The official report [ Newtown Patch] from the State of Connecticut. 
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Gun Access
The report’s section on firearms and mental illness is less than two pages long. It notes that Adam Lanza had access to firearms as he grew-up. His father said in police interviews he didn't know his wife had been buying her own guns and assumed they were rented for shooting activities.
He eventually learned Adam Lanza had access to guns when he took him to a shooting range and he showed up with two long guns.
The authors go on to cite a 2010 study in the American Journal of Law and Economics that showed gun-related homicides in Australia dropped 59 percent between 1995 and 2006 and firearm-suicide dropped 65 percent following meaningful gun control regulations that outlawed possession of assault weapons following a mass shooting.
“Access to assault weapons with high capacity magazines did play a major role in this and other mass shootings in recent history. Our emphasis on AL’s (Adam Lanza) developmental trajectory and issues of mental illness should not be understood to mean that these issues were considered more important than access to these weapons or that we do not consider such access to be a critical public health issue.”

If your child has emotional problems, why not buy him a gun? Learning how to 
properly shoot at targets, rabbits, and other varmint can only help the dear 
boy
Right? Remember what Congressman Steve Pearce and the other Elephants 
say....guns save lives. 

Yes, the ass fucking hole of a Congress-MAN we have here in piece of shit, buck 
fuck ugly Southern New Mexico. Earlier this year, Pearce spent $20,000 of 
taxpayer's money on a round trip flight to Egypt. Why Egypt? Well the son of a 
bitch and his son/s own a company specializing in pulleys used on oil pump 
jacks. those funny looking things one will see as they drive through Western 
Texas and Eastern New Mexico, as well as CO, KS, and other western Mountain 
States. 
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“A Recipe for Mass Murder”
The report authors concede they can't definitively answer the question that has been on many people’s minds since Dec. 14, 2012: Why?
“There is no way to adequately explain why AL [Adam Lanza] was obsessed with mass shootings and how or why he came to act on this obsession. In the end, only he, and he alone, bears responsibility for this monstrous act,” the report went on to say.
Bull-fucking-shite! 
Lanza wanted to prove the correlation between chimpanzees raised as humans in captivity, and human children who also are, that when pressured to act civilized, both chimp and human child will eventually seek vengeance toward those who tried to civilize him or her. That's what he told some guy on an online radio station in Seattle,WA dedicated toward anarchistic values.
This was true. I listened to the radio call in show's transcripts and heard Lanza say this. About a year at the most before the tragedy in Newtown, Connecticut, a chimpanzee raised as a human child by a Stamford, CT woman lost his mind, at which time he snapped, went berserk, attacking the woman " mother" who raised him as a human. According to the somewhat screwed up brain of Adam Lanza, chimpanzees and human children react to being " civilized" in similar ways. Lanza stated that many of today's children are placed on psychiatric medication as young as six years old, even younger. Busy couples in America often have to both go to work in order to survive, the cost of a suburban, or semi-rural suburban [ Newtown] house on two acres costing upwards of $499,000. Yet the biological clock keeps ticking in these working mother's bodies; that and the immediate and extended families keep asking " When are you going to have children?" 

CHILDREN? YOU HAVEN'T THE TIME TO RAISE THEM PROPERLY, YOU FUCKING CUNT. However, unlike many of the Mexican-Americans here in Las Crucifixion, NM, US, you DO have the money to raise them correctly. SCHEDULED CHILDREN ON CONCERTA Concerta being one of the newest psych meds used for ADHD. That pathetic TV commercial showing the seemingly happy, upper-middle class parents with their now-perfect child. A child who, like his/her asshole fucking parents, can " do it all" and multitask, play TEAM sports, concentrate in school, and keep the goddamn teacher's happy. Nobody ever mentions that 1. the teenager/ child is probably bored shitless with school and what he/she is learning. 2. Like me when I was at Newtown High, the teenager simply cannot understand why, WHY, his parents feel that sports and other stupid shit is so important to his/her well-being. 

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This is a recent scene from Newtown Patch during and/or after a snowstorm. Looks like Castle Hill Rd. or Castle Meadow, Head O' Meadow Rds. in Newtown, CT. Yes, Newtown is a pretty place, still very much a small town despite the fact that it no longer retains those smaller town values, especially when we're referring to that laid back, small town way of life. Like many places in America and Canada where there are GOOD JOBS available for COLLEGE EDUCATED PEOPLE, places within a 10 to 50 mile commute of major business cities/suburban office parks, the cost of living has gone sky high and yes, life has become hectic. Las Cruces, New Mexico, I hate to say, is NOT one of these places; El Paso, TX is and Juarez, Chihuahua, Mexico is becoming one. Here in Cruces, " dogshit jobs" are the norm; McGarbage, Burger Slave, Scabmart, the latter [ Walmart] we have three of- all of them 24-hour supercenters. While Newtown, Connecticut is known for educated people living in nice houses, Las Crucifixion is essentially a dust bowl boomtown set among the Chihuahuan Desert. The median income being around $32,000 annually, for the most part, Las Crucifixion is a working class barrio with many Mexicans living among the stupidest goddamn white-bread redneck pieces of shite to be found anywhere outside Texas, Kansas, and the Bible-belt South. That and retirees who come for the sunshine in winter. Brad Paisley will be performing at New Mexico State University's Pan-Am Center; Las Crucifixion and El Paso are surrounded by US Military bases, White Sands Missile Range and Fort Bliss being among them. "Military" generally correlating with " ignorant  militant redneck asshole" and Republican-Christian church-attending stupidity, should Brad Paisley [ or any fucking Country-Western musician] selling out be of any surprise? Add in the retirees, many of whom are either retired military or regular church-goers, and you shall understand that.......STUPID IS AS STUPID VOTES. 

Back to Adam Lanza. Newtown High School's guidance dept. also sent me to that same childhood psychiatric clinic at Yale-New Haven Hospital's behavioral center. I had the special education guidance counselor assigned to Newtown High's students with handicaps and learning disabilities, Donna Fox. Seeing that, at the time I showed little interest in continuing on to higher education. College, after all, was a place where "preppies" and jockstraps went; along with some of the goody two shoes Christian townies active in the many student and town charities/ clubs. Despite being told that I was smart, and yes, a "gifted" child, like Lanza, I was an emotionally disturbed wreck filled with hatred toward many of my peers at NHS. Like Lanza, I was often bullied by the jockstraps and preps. 

And so, the clueless guidance counselor I had, Mrs. Fox as she was called back in the late 70s and early 80s, sent me to that fucking Yale clinic to see Dr. Warren Bower, MD. A childhood psychiatrist and clueless asshole [ report in my former blog, the Diary of Cheryl Lynne], all the stupid bitch could determine was this. That I was " grossly immature for my (chronological) age" and that I would " never be able to have successful relationships or friendships" because I was " too egocentric". In other words I acted NATURAL. Allowing my animal instincts to overrule all the superfluous ( ?) bullshit I was taught by my well-meaning parents, and yes, that goddamn piece of shit Cath-o-holic Church.      




       

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